Its 7:09 Aug 17, 2012 — What I am about to share with you I have always know in my heart but now I know, know. There is a GOD!!! Im Talkin’ Jesus and the whole nine yards. Most folks need a near death experience to come to this revelation… NOT ME. Well I am forty and like I said in my heart I…
As I was talking with my brother Tabbo today. It was bought back to my memory everything I had been through in Jacksonville, Fl 5 years ago. I had totally forgot who he was and until I talked to him. I had forgot everything I had been through from Jail to probation to me starting my company and the models walking away starting their own company. Although they failed to exist today I still love tho
se models and genuinely know they are still mine. I even knew people that talked shit because then I was J Pierre the DIVA; from family to friends to wanna be me’s. It was great to have someone from my pass who is still supportive help me remember those things I had once blocked out of my mine because SUCCESS was and still is my only goal.
Although, I have not made it to the top of the pyramid that I wanna be at. I am sure well in the top 30 percentile. It made me really realize how many people actually know me. It helped me realized why my facebook page is maxed out and why my twitter is where it is. My life is only a story in written. Yes, I know there are tons more events in my life that I have blocked out, but those people who were meant to be in my life that has genuinely been there are the ONLY ones that has the keys to my dark closets that I dont open. I will say this I am very grateful to have those GEMS in my life because at the end when I do reach this mountain top they will be the ones to remind me of all that I been through and will say AMEN when I say… I STILL HAVE JOY and that I truly appreciate them being there for me.
Folks, if u ever try and aim for something that folks call “A DREAM”, tell them I told you to continue to reach. Because my life has been a nightmare but not only do I focus on the happy thoughts, I give the keys to those bad dreams to people that could hold on to them. Yes, I May loose touch with them but until I am able to handle what negatively I had went through GOD keeps them in my plan. Yes, I am strong but again Im only in the top 30 and not complete. I do understand there will be a nightmare or two left to go through. However, I know with jesus by my side and him sending me angels to take the keys of the dark closets he will see me though to my dream goal.
So, Stay focused and let god have his way. As my grandmother and I talked today and she spoke on how she had a bad day yesterday… I told her the good goes with the bad, cuz that’s how god made it. Through his TRUST and DEPENDING on him and not man, he will see us through and allow us to reach our goal. So aim for your goal and be true to yourself.